i'm so disappointed in myself.
i just can't believe that i've gotten so low.
yes.
my self confidence went to the ground.
thank you very much.
maybe it was just better to get my bar cert from jo instead.
at least i wouldn't feel so useless.
the score was so unexpected.
seriously.
it just felt like i just passed on the dot which is so unexpected for me.
i mean.
i've been doing this for so long.
months even!
is it even possible to ask jo for a retest?
please?
a higher score would be better.
at least i wouldnt feel so useless.


all i ask for.
is to hold you.
for as long as i can.
and a kiss would do.
just to tell you how much i still love you.
and i'd never want to stop.
i'd never want to let you go.